FAREWELL

Today I am making the only decision left for me to take. Today I will end my hellish insanity that has been caused by what others thought was merely a myth. Today I will escape this all. I have thought on it but I don't have anywhere to run, anybody to go to. He is always watching me, and always will to my last breath. I must tell you this is not how I thought it would end. But I have no choice... Any of you who are viewing this. I wish you great luck that in your lifespan this will never happen to you. You do not want it. If it happens, I am not sure what to tell you other then to try to make it out alive. But the thing is,

Safe. Doesnt. Exist.

AMNESIA

I was walking throughout my house, and suddenly it happened. I burst into a flash of heat. I was on the ground and my vision blurred. The operator symbol was imprinted in my mind, and for I quick second, I thought I saw it. Thats all I remembered before I blacked out. Apparently, I was out for three days, according to my phone. I woke up in my backyard, but I swore I passed out in my hallway. But I don't remember. I'm not sure what happened in those three days, was I unconscious? What does scare me though is that I have drawings of it and the Operator sign all over my room along with dried blood on my arms. I'll see what I can do to try to remember what has happened.

FOLLOWED

I just got back from the grocery store but as I was driving there I swear I could see it, watching me between the branches of trees. I don't know how it knows where I am going but it happened. The only logical solution would be that I am not alone...

EVERYWHERE

Just like I predicted, I couldn't sleep. Last night I kept on seeing Slenderman in my room and I would pull out my handgun and aim it and before my eyes he disappeared. It kept happening too. All I can think about is Slenderman and The Operator symbol. I never really thought about it. But, I am not sure what Slenderman wants from me, or why he is chasing me.

SLEEPLESS

I am not sure how easy it will be to go to sleep tonight. After today, I am frightened of almost everything moving. I think Slenderman's plan is to drive me psychologically insane. It might just be a better idea to go to sleep tomorrow afternoon instead.

SOLVED

Since I really don't have anything to do at this hotel, I have been focusing on trying to figure out what the numbers that I received in e-mail mean't. It then hit me, what if it was a date, and if it was, its tomorrow. I could always be wrong about this but I think I might have solved it. Therefore something is going to happen tomorrow. I really hope that doesn't mean something bad. I will just have to wait and see but I am making sure I am ready for it. In the meanwhile I will do some research on Slenderman.

SURGERY

I just awoke and the surgery is over, they showed me the doll. None the less, it was white doll of Slenderman with "The Operator" symbol on it. They started to interrogate me but I quickly hurried out of the hospital as soon as I could. I got a hold of a taxi and got a safe ride to Anniston. I am now staying in a Hotel until I think I should continue my journey.

DOLL

I gagged when I saw this but after the cat-scan the doctors informed me that they found a doll of some sort that was implanted in one of my kidneys. I had minor kidney damage but they needed to surgically remove the doll. I think it is obvious how it got there, but it freaks me out to think it has done this to me.

AMBUSHED

What happened last night is not really clear to me but the thought that it actually happened makes me hyperventilate. Last night as I was walking down the road still, at about 11:00 PM, out of no where my vision started blurring and I started to lose my breath I began to fall unconscious and Slenderman was right in front of me, staring. He had no face and he was in a black suit. Just like what I had seen every other time I assumed I saw him. It is no doubt that he is after me. After that I went unconscious and was found by a trucker about twenty minutes later and I was rushed to the hospital. The doctors have no clue what I was attacked with and I don't even know but they are about to do a cat-scan on me. If they start to interrogate me, I will make up the best excuse possible.

NIGHTFALL

Paranoia is starting to kick in more now that its night. Due to the fact that I have poor night vision so I am very vulnerable right now. Wish me luck.

NUMBERS

Tonight I was checking my e-mails and noticed that I had a ton of emails from the same person,  061012@hotmail.com and the only thing in the e-mails were the numbers, "061012". Not sure what its suppose to mean but I thought it was odd enough to post.

MARKINGS

As I was walking by a thick wall of trees I noticed a red blotch out of the corner of my eye. I turned around and walked over to find that it was "The Operator" sign marked in blood on the bark of a tree. I now realize that I am not alone. Slenderman is stalking me and I don't know what he will do next. I am going to try to get to a town faster now.

COLLISION

A lot has happened since I last posted. While I was driving down a dusty road, I swear to god I saw Slenderman. I turned and hit a tree. I got out but no sign of anyone including Slenderman. My engine is completely trashed and I have no way of getting to Birmingham now. I've decided to walk down the road and possibly find a small town. To be sure I am going to stay armed and be cautious. I hope I don't have any encounters with an unwanted tall thing. 

ROADTRIP

Okay, I am currently at a Gas station in Atlanta,Georgia. I am planning on going to Birmingham, Alabama. So far I haven't seen any signs of Slenderman/The Operator so far. I am still extremely paranoid and watching my back at every moment.

ESCAPE

I am very paranoid now. I am constantly looking out the window. A few minutes ago I looked out the window and, I'm not sure if I am being delusional, but I think I saw...Slenderman. The only thing I know to do is go somewhere besides here. I will be bringing my laptop and handgun and nothing else. I'll update you later on where I am.

TERRIFIED

I just researched further on "The Operator" symbol. Obviously, its related to someone called the "The Operator" who is also called Slenderman, a urban myth about a tall man who wears a black suit, has no face, has tentacles that can come out of his back, and he kidnaps children and such. As soon as I read that a chill ran up my spine. I am no longer safe. I am being watched by, Slenderman...

I don't know what to do. I hope I can figure out something because I don't know what he is capable of doing to me.

REVEALED

Back guys, nothing significant happened on my walk. I feel much better now though. Although, I think I have been seeing something through the past weeks. A man, a very tall one too, I couldn't really make out his face, but I know he was wearing a dress suit of some sort. I never really got close to him but I know he was there. I am not sure if he knows I have seen him, but its really freaking me out.  For some reason my mind is associating him with the odd symbol that I keep seeing. I hope its just my imaginination but I am getting the feeling that I am being watched constantly.

WALK

This is giving me a headache. I am going to go for a walk outside and get some fresh air. If anything worth posting happens, I will post it.

SYMBOL

Alright I found a possible name for the symbol while searching on the internet. It is called, "The Operator" symbol. It looks like this, "Ⓧ"
I have also decided to tell you what happened. I am not joking about any of this, but last night I was awoken by a loud thumping noise. I ignored it for a while until the repetitive noise kept me from sleep. I got out of my bed and picked up a flashlight and went outside. The last thing I remember was the weird symbol and I blacked out to awaken back in my bedroom. I am not sure of how this happened but I am not sure if I want to know.

CRAZY

Hello again, I think I am going crazy. I keep seeing an odd symbol in places I never noticed. There is something I need to tell you guys, but let me think on it before I reveal it.

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Hello, my name is Sam Bawlt, I don't know if anyone is reading this but I think I am being watched. You could be too. Right now, I don't know what could happen, but time will tell.